So this was set to be the opening to my next post...three days ago. I was made impotent by what exactly was to follow...I guess i decided it wasn't a good idea to share. At least not publicly. If you ask me, i'll tell you. The blog was meant to be a statement (however self-important that may sound) to claim my freedom to write the truth, proving the worth greater than the expense. Sort of an extreme vehicle of autonomy. And this post would have proven that...or it would have disproved my point. It would have been really funny though. Sorry that I can't finish.
I'll do something else. This is much, I think, even though that was the point.
Auf VEDER ZANE for now
P.s. Ironically, "Disappearing Acts" was the title of the original post that I drafted, but it worked here too, so I kept it.
Written 5/5:
I didn't write yesterday...but not because I had writer's block, and I wasn't being lazy, tired, or otherwise distracted. I wasn't sure if I could live up to the parameters--no, better yet, the needs of the blog I had created (it's important...I already have, like, 200 page views). I had to ask myself, how far is too far? How much embarrassment can I admit to the public at large (200 people, remember? Relax, I'm a fucking celebrity)? The answer is that I will go far, very far...maybe too far to fulfill my promise. It comes down to integrity in the end.
That being said, I have somewhat of a disclaimer that i'd like you to read through very carefully:
You probably shouldn't go on with this page if you are my mother, father, or brother...definitely not my Grandma...or really anyone related to me in any way...employer...friend...
...actually, nobody should read this.
So after being recently singlified (I can make up words, I'm famous) I decided to start dating rather quickly. You have to understand that I was
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